Tuesday, 23 September 2008

I Reflect

I have two things to reflect upon having finished creating my first e-Portfolio. One is tracing back my footsteps to when I left Japan on my own to migrate to New Zealand. The other is tracing back my memory to the first class of iReflect in July 2008, when I thought a storm had touched down on me, and by the end of the day, I was picking up what grey matters I had left in my brain.

Migrating to New Zealand by myself was not hard physically or culturally. I was used to moving around and although I was not attached to any particular one, I accepted most cultures that I came to contact with. But over a few years, New Zealand has become diverse and multicultural at Godspeed. I am not going to new cultures, new cultures are coming to me. In contrast, I am not getting any younger and sometimes a little bit homesick.

Interviewing and video recording someone for the first time was nerve wrecking - especially with a borrowed camera and not an exactly outgoing personality. Sweaty palms clutching the camera...... The interview turned out to be a success! Sadly, it couldn't be uploaded. Probably have something to do with my Windows2000 laptop? I noticed afterwards that Blogspot.com site mentions 'maximum 100Mb to upload video'. When my first long interview with Mr Takano couldn't be uploaded, I thought 'I'd better find out what "Mb" is.....' Now I know. It happens. Trial and error can be overwhelming.

I guess it's good to have a chance to look back and reflect. As long as I don't keep looking back and trip over my own foot. Let's see what lies ahead (next semester) and try not to freak out. 'Cause I did survive the iReflect and I am doing alright in this land of long white cloud.

2 comments:

Audrey said...

Akiko!
You say you are feeling a little bit homesick. Is there any chance of you returning for a visit sometime soon? Have you got relatives there? If not my son has a place in Tokyo in Shinjuku and how about plan to be there when I visit? I'll be there at end January 2009 and there a spare bed at his place and I'd love to visit those places you mention!

M* WAN-YUN, KAO said...

Hi Akiko!
You say that you are used to moving around, so you must have been very young when you left Japan? I guess I can understand what you mean by homesick, I came here from Taiwan when I was very young, and I have been here much longer than I have stayed in Taiwan and I have nearly no childhood memories back there, the only memories are when I occasionally go back for a short holiday. I used to envy people who get to move around between many countries during their childhood and see the world with their very own eyes, now I feel that it does not seem too easy, does it?